Small talks or deep conversations

There was a time in my life where I did not have much realization about how much I wanted to communicate and with who I wanted to communicate. Life was all about fun then. I never really put a thought on conversations, I used to enjoy parties and having many people around me. As time passed I felt like all that was too much noise around me, those loud parties and so many people in it, felt like heavy. Even in a big group I would feel kind of alone, because I am not able to communicate. Before I could do these small talks for entertainment purpose, just to keep going. But now I do not feel like doing that. If conversations are not meaningful then I do not wish to make them and waste my energy.

Over the years now I enjoy being one on one with people rather then being in big groups. I enjoy the small space more then the one where I feel lost. I wonder sometimes how life brings these changes in us, and do these changes happen to everyone. If it happens to just a few then why, are we really bored of life?

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Even 10 years back, if I was given a choice of a quiet dinner with one friend over a big party with a big gang, I would have preferred a big party, but now I prefer the quiet dinner with one friend, where I can talk, I can listen and on one on one basis we can have meaningful conversations. I do not even like to do one on one with everyone, I should be able to talk something meaningful. Some of my friends tell me that they do not like to do deep conversations because they feel stressed out. Fair enough, everyone has their own likes and dislikes.

For meaningful deep conversations are more important then small random talks. There is nothing right or wrong about it. I have lived both sides of it and I know that it's all about different phases of life.

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